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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:32 am
    @@@@@He must have been cut out of the action in
    @@@@@He must have been cut out of the action in Saigon and
    now he’s making up for lost timeWe’ll be back in touch There was a click and the
    line went dead
    Despite the steam and the heat of the bathroom, the naked Albert Armbruster, chairman of the
    Federal Trade Commission, shivered as the sweat rolled down his faceHe hung up the phone, his
    eyes straying to the small, ugly tattoo on the underside of his forearm
    Over in Vienna, Virginia, Alex Conklin looked at the telephone
    General Norman Swayne, chief of Pentagon procurements, stepped back from the tee satisfied
    with his long straight drive down the fairwayThe ball would roll to an optimum position for a
    decent five-iron approach shot to the seventeenth green“That ought to do it,” he said, turning to
    address his golfing partner
    “Certainly ought to, Norm,” replied the youngish senior vice president of Calco Technologies
    “You’re taking my butt for a ride this afternoonI’m going to end up owing you close to three
    hundred clamsAt twenty a hole, I’ve only gotten four so far
    “It’s your hook, young fellaYou ought to work on it
    “That’s certainly the truth, Norm,” agreed the Calco executive in charge of marketing as he
    approached the teeSuddenly, there was the high grating sound of a golf cart’s horn as a threewheeled
    vehicle appeared over the incline from the sixteenth fairway going as fast as it could go
    “That’s your driver, General,” said the armaments marketer, immediately wishing he had not used
    his partner’s formal title
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    40
    “So it isThat’s odd; he never interrupts my golf game Swayne walked toward the rapidly
    approaching cart, meeting it thirty feet away from the tee“What is it?” he asked a large, middleaged
    beribboned master sergeant who had been his driver for over fifteen years
    “My guess is that it’s rotten,” answered the noncommissioned officer gruffly while he gripped
    the wheel
    “That’s pretty blunt—”
    “So was the son of a bitch who calledI had to take it inside, on a pay pho
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:31 am
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    DaisyShe's the best at her trade; they wouldn't dare risk offending
    her
    "You called her Daisy
    "I'm the best at my trade, tooShe liked
    Charlotte Montague, and respected her as wellThough she wouldn't
    call her exactly cozy to have for a friendShe put on her peasant
    clothes then and had Cartier tank supper-Charlotte reminded her it was dinnerbefore
    she went out to the hill near Knightsbrook River for the lighting of
    the Midsummer Night bonfireWhen she was dancing to the familiar
    music of the fiddles and pipes and Colum's bodhran, she thought how
    lucky she wasIf what Charlotte had promised was true, she was
    going
    to have both worlds, Irish and tiffany's jewelry AngloPoor Bart, she remembered,
    wasn't welcome at his own estate's bonfireScarlett thought of her
    good fortune again, when she presided at the Harvest Home banquet
    Ballyhara had another good crop, not as good as the two previous
    years,
    but still enough to make every man's pocket jingleEveryone in
    Ballyhara celebrated their good fortuneEveryone except cheap gucci Colum,
    Scarlett noticedHe looked as if he hadn't slept in a weekShe
    wished she could ask him what was wrong, but he'd been cross as a
    bear
    with her for weeksAnd he never seemed to go to the bar any more,
    according to MrsWell, she wasn't going to let his gloom ruin
    her good moodHarvest Home was a partyAlso, the hunting season
    would be starting any day now, and her ladies gucci watch new riding habit was the most
    enchanting design Scarlett had ever seenSims was everything
    Charlotte had said she was"If you're ready we will take a tour,"
    said Charlotte MontagueScarlett put down her teacupShe was
    more
    eager than she wanted to admit"Mighty kind of you, Charlotte,
    seeing
    as how every door except my rooms has been locked for practically black and white bags a
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    11:39 am
    @@@@@I meant to answer the doctor's question, to
    @@@@@I meant to answer the doctor's question, to tell them that I knew
    nothing, but they misunderstood
    “She's not giving away any trade secrets,” Ian said sourly“Are you, sweetheart?”
    “Manners, Ian,” Jeb barked
    “Is it a secret?” Jamie asked, guarded but clearly curious
    I shook my head againThey all stared at me in confusionDoc shook his head, too, slowly,
    baffled
    I took a deep breath, then whispered, “I'm not a HealerI don't know how they–the
    medications–workOnly that theydo work– they heal, rather than merely treating symptomsOf course the human medicines were discarded
    All four of them stared with blank expressionsFirst they were surprised when I didn't answer,
    and now they were surprised when I didHumans were impossible to please
    “Your kind didn't change too much of what we left behind,” Jeb said thoughtfully after a
    moment“Just the medical stuff, and the spaceships instead of planesOther than that, life
    seems to go on just the same as ever… on the surface
    “We come to experience, not to change,” I whispered“Health takes priority over that
    philosophy, though
    I shut my mouth with an audible snapI had to be more carefulThe humans hardly wanted a
    lecture on soul philosophyWho knew what would anger them? Or what would snap their
    fragile patience?
    Jeb nodded, still thoughtful, and then ushered us onwardHe wasn't as enthusiastic as he
    continued my tour through the few connecting caves here in the medical wing, not as involved
    in the presentationWhen we turned around and headed back into the black corridor, he lapsed
    into silen
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:39 am
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    "Yeah, it's da troot," Minetta said, mimicking him
    "You havin' a good time?" Polack asked
    "I can't complain," Minetta said"You talk like something cartier pasha watch out of a comic book"Anyway, one thing nobody ever beat was the Army
    "I ain't done so bad," Polack said
    "You're doing bad till the day you get out of it," Minetta told himHe clapped his hand against his forehead, and sat up"The goddam mosquitoes," he saidHe rummaged underneath his pillow, a towel wrapped about a watches gucci soiled shirt, and drew out a small bottle of mosquito lotionAs he rubbed it over his face and hands he grumbled"What a way for a guy to live He propped himself on an elbow and lit a cigaretteHe remembered he was not supposed to smoke at night, and for a moment debated with himself"Aaah, fug it," he said bags dolce gabbana aloudUnconsciously his hand shielded the cigarette, howeverHe turned toward Polack and said, "Boy, I don't like to live like a pig He pounded his pillow smooth"Sleeping on top of your own filthy clothes, wearing dirty clothes to sleepNobody lives like thatHe was next to the youngest of seven brothers and sisters, and until he went to tiffany toggle heart an orphanage he had always slept with a blanket spread out on the floor near a coal stove in the center of the roomWhen the fire died down in the middle of the night the first child to become chilled would get up and fill the stove again"It ain't so bad wearin' dirty clothes," he told Minetta, "it keeps the bugs off womens rolex watches ya
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:31 am
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    This was almost the only rule of conduct, the only piece of advice,
    which Fanny had ever received from her aunt in the course
    of eight years and a halfShe felt how unprofitable
    contention would beIf her aunt’s feelings were against her, nothing
    could be hoped from attacking her understandingLady
    Bertram was quite talkative
    “I will tell you what, Fanny,” said she, “I am sure he fell in love
    with you at the ball; I am sure the mischief was done that evening
    You did look remarkably wellAnd you know you had Chapman to help you to dressI am
    very glad I sent Chapman to youI shall tell Sir Thomas that I am
    sure it was done that pasha cartier evening And still pursuing the same cheerful
    thoughts, she soon afterwards added, “And will tell you what, Fanny,
    which is more than I did for Maria: the next time Pug has a litter
    you shall have a puppy
    289
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XXXIV
    EDMUND HAD GREAT THINGS to hear on his returnMany surprises
    were awaiting himThe first that occurred was not least in interest:
    the appearance of Henry Crawford and his sister walking together
    through the village as he rode into itHe had concluded—he had
    meant them to be far distantHis absence had been extended beyond
    a fortnight purposely to avoid Miss CrawfordHe was returning
    to Mansfield chanel tote with spirits ready to feed on melancholy remembrances,
    and tender associations, when her own fair self was before
    him, leaning on her brother’s arm, and he found himself receiving a
    welcome, unquestionably friendly, from the woman whom, two
    moments before, he had been thinking of as seventy miles off, and
    as farther, much farther, from him in inclination than any distance
    could express
    Her reception of him was of a sort which he could not have hoped
    for, had he expected to see herComing as he did from such a purport
    fulfilled as had taken him away, he would have expected anything
    rather than a look of satisfaction, and words of womens rolex watches simple, pleasant
    meaningIt was enough to set his heart in a glow, and to bring
    him home in the properest state for feeling the full value of the
    other joyful surprises at hand
    William’s promotion, with all its particulars, he was soon master
    of; and with such a secret provision of comfort within his own breast
    to help the joy, he found in it a source of most gratifying sensation
    and unvarying cheerfulness all dinner-time
    After dinner, when he and his father were alone, he had Fanny’s
    history; and then all the great events of the last fortnight, and the
    present situation of matters at Mansfield were known to him
    Fanny suspected gucci hobo horsebit what was going onThey sat so much longer
    than usual in the dining-parlour, that she was sure they must be
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    talking of her; and when tea at last brought them away, and she was
    to be seen by Edmund again, she felt dreadfully guiltyHe came to
    her, sat down by her, took her hand, and pressed it kindly; and at
    that moment she thought that, but for the occupation and the scene
    which the tea-things afforded, she must have betrayed her emotion
    in some unpardonable excess
    He was not intending, however, by such action, to be conveying
    to her that unqualified approbation and encouragement which her
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    11:31 am
    @@@@@“This isn’t going anywhere unless or until I
    @@@@@“This isn’t going anywhere unless or until I say it does and I may not
    ever say itUnderstand me, field man, I don’t owe anyone anything, especially not the movers and
    the shakers in this cityThey moved and shook my wife and me too much for any concessions
    where our lives or the lives of our children are concerned! I intend to use everything I can learn for
    one purpose and one purpose onlyThat’s to draw out the Jackal and kill him so we can climb out
    of our personal hell and go on livingI know now that this is the way to do itArmbruster talked
    tough and he probably is tough, but underneath he’s frightenedThey’re all frightened—panicked,
    as you put it—and you were rightPresent them with the Jackal and he’s a solution they can’t
    refusePresent Carlos with a client as rich and as powerful as our current Medusa and it’s
    irresistible to him—he’s got the respect of the international big boys, not just the crud of the world,
    the fanatics of the left and rightDon’t stand in my way, don’t, for God’s sake!”
    “That’s a threat, isn’t it?”
    “Stop it, AlexI don’t want to talk like thatIt’s the reverse of Paris thirteen years ago, isn’t it? Only now you’ll kill me
    because I’m the one who hasn’t a memory, the memory of what we did to you and Marie
    “That’s my family out there!” cried David Webb, his voice tight, sweat forming on his hairline
    as his eyes filled with tears“They’re a thousand miles away from me and in hidingIt can’t be any
    other way because I won’t risk letting them be harmed! Killed, Alex, because that’s what the
    Jackal will do if he finds themIt’s an island this week; where is it next? How many thousands of
    miles more? And after that, where will they go—where will we go? Knowing what we know now,
    we can’t stop—he’s after me; that goddamned filthy psychopath is after me, and everything we’ve
    learned about him tells us he wants a maximum killHis ego demands it, and that kill includes my
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    78
    family! No, field man, don’t burden me with things I don’t care about—not where they interfere
    with Marie and the kids—I’m owed that much
    “I hear you,” said Conklin“I don’t know whether I’m hearing David or Jason Bourne, but I
    hear youAll right, no reverse Paris, but we have to move fast and I’m talking to Bourne now
    What’s next? Where are you?”
    “I judge about six or seven miles from General Swayne’s house,” replied Jason, breathing
    deeply, the momentary anguish suppressed, the coldness returning“Did you make the call?”
    “Two hours ago
    “Am I still ‘Cobra’?”
    “Why not? It’s a snake
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:32 am
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    to
    kitchen wingScarlett ran even faster"She didn't
    know the pan was hot" "already buttered her hand"
    "dropped it soon as she picked it up The
    voices were Tiffany Bracelets all around herScarlett heard only Cat's"Momma's
    here,
    darlingWe'll fix Cat up quick as a wink scooped the crying child
    up in her arms and hastened to the She'd seen the furious red weal
    across Cat's palmIt was so swollen her little fingers necklace chanel were spread
    wideThe drive had doubled its length, she'd swear itShe was
    running as fast as she could without risking a fallDevlin's
    not at his house, he won't have a roof over his head when he comes
    back
    I'll throw out every stick of furniture black quilted bag he owns, and his family with
    it
    But the doctor was there"Now, now, there's no need to be in such a
    state, MrsAren't children having accidents all the time?
    Let me take a look at it Cat screamed when he pressed her handIt
    tore Scarlett like a gucci tote knife"It's a bad burn, and that's a fact," said
    Dr"We'll keep it greased till the blister fills, then cut
    and drain the liquid
    "She's hurting now, DoctorCan't you do something?" Cat's tears
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:42 am
    @@@@@ “We knew this was coming,” Jeb
    @@@@@
    “We knew this was coming,” Jeb muttered“Just got to weather it
    “Maybe you ought to find that gun,” Lily suggested calmly“Tonight might be a long one
    Wanda can stay with Heidi and me –”
    “I think it might be better to keep her somewhere else,” Ian disagreed“Maybe in the southern
    tunnels? I'll keep an eye on herJeb, wanna lend me a hand?”
    “They wouldn't look for her with me Walter's offer was just a whisper
    Wes spoke over the last of Walter's words“I'll tag along with you, IanThere're six of them
    “No,” I finally managed to choke outYou shouldn't fight with each
    otherNot fighting, not because of me
    I pulled Jamie's arms from around my waist, holding his wrists when he tried to stop me
    “I just need a minute to myself,” I told him, ignoring all the stares I could feel on my face I turned my head to find Jeb“And you should have a chance to discuss this
    without me listeningIt's not fair–having to discuss strategy in front of the enemy
    “Now, don't be like that,” Jeb said
    “Let me have some time to think, Jeb
    I stepped away from Jamie, dropping his handsA hand fell on my shoulder, and I cringed“It's not a good idea for you to be wandering around by yourself
    I leaned toward him and tried to pitch my voice so low that Jamie wouldn't hear me clear
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:40 am
    @@@@@There was the appearance and yet it was not
    @@@@@There was the appearance and yet it was not thereHearn always felt as if the smiling face were numb
    And his eyes gave him awayThey were large and gray, and baleful, like glass on fireOn Motome there had been an inspection before the troops boarded ship, and Hearn had walked through the ranks behind the GeneralThe men trembled before Cummings, stammered out their replies in hoarse self-conscious voicesThree-quarters of it, of course, came from talking to a general, but Cummings had been so genial, had attempted so fully to put them at their ease, and it had not worked at allThose great eyes with the pale-gray irises had seemed almost blank, two ovals of shocking whiteHearn remembered a newspaper article which had described the General as having the features of a genteel intelligent bulldog, and the article had added a little lushly, "in his manner are combined effectively the force, the tenacity, the staying power of that doughty animal with all the intellect and charm and poise of a college professor or a statesman It was no more accurate than a newspaper story ever was, but it underlined a favorite theory about the General which Hearn hadFor that reporter he had been The Professor, as he had been The General, The Statesman, The Philosopher, to any number of different menEach of those poses had been a baffling mixture of the genuine and the sham, as if the General instinctively assumed the one which pleased him at the moment, but beyond that was driven on, was handed a personality garment by the unique urges that drove him
    Hearn leaned back in his chair"All right, I suppose I was an assSo what? There's a kind of pleasure in telling somebody like Conn where to shove it
    "It was a completely pointless thing to doI suppose you considered it some kind of indignity to have to listen to him
    "You're being very young about itThe rights you have as a person depend completely upon my whimJust stop and think about thatWithout me you're just a second lieutenant, which I suppose is the operative definition of a man who has no soul of his ownYou weren't telling him to shove it" -- the General's distasteful pronunciation of "shove it" italicized the phrase -- "I was, in effect, telling him, and I had no wish to do so at the timeSuppose you stand up now while you're talking to meYou might as well start at first principlesI'm damned if I'm going to have people walking by and seeing you sit here as if this division were a partnership between you and
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    11:31 am
    @@@@@Now, when she knew better how to be useful,
    @@@@@Now, when she
    knew better how to be useful, and how to forbear, and when her
    mother could be no longer occupied by the incessant demands of a
    house full of little children, there would be leisure and inclination
    for every comfort, and they should soon be what mother and daughter
    ought to be to each other
    William was almost as happy in the plan as his sisterIt would be
    the greatest pleasure to him to have her there to the last moment
    before he sailed, and perhaps find her there still when he came in
    from his first cruiseAnd besides, he wanted her so very much to see
    the Thrush before she went out of harbour—the Thrush was certainly
    the finest sloop in the service—and there were several improvements
    in the dockyard, too, which he quite longed to shew her
    He did not scruple to add that her being at home for a while
    would be a great advantage to everybody
    “I do not know how it is,” said he; “but we seem to want some of
    your nice ways and orderliness at my father’sThe house is always in
    confusionYou will set things going in a better way, I am sureYou
    will tell my mother how it all ought to be, and you will be so useful
    to Susan, and you will teach Betsey, and make the boys love and
    mind youHow right and comfortable it will all be!”
    By the time MrsPrice’s answer arrived, there remained but a very
    few days more to be spent at Mansfield; and for part of one of those
    days the young travellers were in a good deal of alarm on the subject
    of their journey, for when the mode of it came to be talked of, and
    MrsNorris found that all her anxiety to save her brother-in-law’s
    money was vain, and that in spite of her wishes and hints for a less
    expensive conveyance of Fanny, they were to travel post; when she
    saw Sir Thomas actually give William notes for the purpose, she
    was struck with the idea of there being room for a third in the carriage,
    and suddenly seized with a strong inclination to go with them,
    to go and see her poor dear sister PriceShe proclaimed her thoughts
    She must say that she had more than half a mind to go with the
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    young people; it would be such an indulgence to her; she had not
    seen her poor dear sister Price for more than twenty years; and it
    would be a help to the young people in their journey to have her
    older head to manage for them; and she could not help thinking her
    poor dear sister Price would feel it very unkind of her not to come
    by such an opportunity
    William and Fanny were horror-struck at the idea
    All the comfort of their comfortable journey would be destroyed
    at onceWith woeful countenances they looked at each otherTheir
    suspense lasted an hour or twoNo one interfered to encourage or
    dissuadeNorris was left to settle the matter by herself; and it
    ended, to the infinite joy of her nephew and niece, in the recollection
    that she could not possibly be spared from Mansfield Park at
    present; that she was a great deal too necessary to Sir Thomas and
    Lady Bertram for her to be able to answer it to herself to leave them
    even for a week, and therefore must certainly sacrifice every other
    pleasure to that of being useful to them
    It had, in fact, occurred to her, that though taken to Portsmouth
    for nothing, it would be hardly possible for her to avoid paying her
    own expenses back againSo her poor dear sister Price was left to all
    the disappointment of her missing such an opportunity, and another
    twenty years’ absence, perhaps, begun
    Edmund’s plans were affected by this Portsmouth journey, this
    absence of Fanny’sHe too had a sacrifice to make to Mansfield
    Park as well as his auntHe had intended, about this time, to be
    going to London; but he could not leave his father and mother just
    when everybody else of most importance to their comfort was leaving
    them; and with an effort, felt but not boasted of, he delayed for
    a week or two longer a journey which he was looking forward to
    with the hope of its fixing his happiness for eve
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    11:31 am
    @@@@@Jason Bourne against Carlos the Jackal and
    @@@@@Jason
    Bourne against Carlos the Jackal and Bourne must win, it’s imperative that he winTwo aging
    lions, each pitted against the other years ago, both with a burning hatred created by far-off
    strategists who had no idea what the consequences would beHow many have lost their lives
    because they crossed your converging paths? How many unknowing men and women have been
    killed—”
    “Shut up!” cried Jason as flashing images of Paris, even peripherally of Hong Kong, Macao and
    Beijing—and most recently last night in Manassas, Virginia—assaulted his fragmented inner
    screenSo much death!
    Suddenly, abruptly, the door of the dark storage room opened and Judge Brendan Prefontaine
    walked rapidly, breathlessly inside“He’s here,” said the BostonianJacques’s patrols,
    a three-man unit a mile down the east shoreline, couldn’t be reached by radioJacques sent a
    guard to find them and he just returned—then ran away himselfAll three were killed, each man
    with a bullet in his throat
    “The Jackal!” exclaimed the Frenchman“It is his carte de visite—his calling cardHe
    announces his arrival
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    147
    16
    The midafternoon sun was suspended, immobile, burning the sky and the land, a ringed globe of
    fire intent only on scorching everything beneath itAnd the alleged “computerized research”
    offered by the Canadian industrialist Angus McLeod appeared to be confirmedAlthough a number
    of seaplanes flew in to take frightened couples away, the collective attention span of average people
    after a disturbing event, if certainly longer than two and a half to four minutes, was certainly not
    more than a few hoursA horrible thing had happened during the predawn storm, an act of terrible
    vengeance, as they understood itIt involved a single man with a vendetta against old enemies, a
    killer who had long since fled from the islandWith the removal of the ugly coffins, as well as the
    beached, damaged speedboat, and the soothing words over the government radio along with the
    intermittent, unobtrusive appearances of the armed guards, a sense of normalcy returned—not total,
    of course, for there was a mourning figure among them, but he was out of sight and, they were told,
    would soon leaveAnd despite the depth of the horrors, as the rumors had them—naturally
    exaggerated out of all proportion by the hypersuperstitious island natives—the horrors were not
    theirsIt was an act of violence completely unrelated to them, and, after all, life had to go onSeven
    couples remained at the inn
    “Christ, we’re paying six hundred dollars a day—”
    “No one’s after us—”
    “Shit, man, next week it’s back to the commodities grind, so we’re going to enjoy—”
    “No sweat, Shirley, they’re not giving out names, they promised me—”
    With the burning, immobile afternoon sun, a small soiled plot of the vast Caribbean playground
    came back to its own particular ambience, death receding with each application of Bain de Soleil
    and another rum punchNothing was quite as it had been, but the blue-green waters lapped on the
    beach, enticing the few bathers to walk into them, immersing their bodies in the cool liquid rhythm
    of wet constancyA progressively less tentative peace returned to Tranquility Isle
    “There!” cried the hero of France
    “Where?” shouted Bourn
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    11:41 am
    @@@@@I realized I could smell the growth around
    @@@@@I realized I could smell
    the growth around us, a ropy aroma that seemed to
    come to life halfway down my throatAnd why not?
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    It came from live things, after all; they were
    crowded in on both sides
    "Dad?"
    The itch was worseIt was red, that itch, as red
    as the stink in my nose and throat was greenThat
    itch you got when you were stuck in the burn,
    stuck in the char
    "Daddy, I'm sorry but I think I'm going to vomit
    Not a burn, not a char, it was a car, she opened
    the door of the car and leaned out, holding onto
    the wheel with one ham, and then I heard her
    sowing up
    My right eye came over red and I thought I can do
    thisI just have to get my poor
    old shit together
    I opened my door, reaching cross-body to do it,
    and got outLurched out, holding the top of the
    door to keep from sprawling headfirst into a wall
    of seagrape and the interwoven branches of a halfburied
    banyanThe bushes and
    branches were so close to the side of the car that
    they scraped me as I made my way up to the front
    Half my vision
    (RED)
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    seemed to be bleeding scarlet, I felt the tip of a
    pine-bough scrape across the wrist of - I could
    have sworn it - my right arm, and I thought I can
    do this, I MUST do this as I heard Ilse vomit
    againI was aware that it was much hotter in that
    narrow lane than it should have been, even with
    the greenroof overheadI had enough mind left in
    my mind to wonder what we'd been thinking, coming
    down this road in the first placeBut of course
    it had seemed like nothing but a lark at the time
    Ilse was still leaning out, hanging onto the wheel
    with her right handSweat stood on her forehead
    in clear beads"Oh boy-"
    "Push over, Ilse
    "Daddy, what are you going to do?"
    As if she couldn't seeAnd all at once both the
    words drive and back were unavailable to me,
    anywayAll I could have articulated in that
    moment was us, the most useless word in the
    English language when it stands by itselfI felt
    the anger rising in my throat like hot waterBecause the anger was,
    of course, red
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    after another He walked to the doorWith his hand on the latch, he
    looked back at her and smiled mockingly"And don't try to do
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    "I hate you!" Scarlett shouted at the closing doorWhen she heard a
    key turning in the lock, she threw the mantel clock, then the fireplace
    poker, at itToo late she thought of the piazza and the other
    bedroomsWhen she ran to their doors they, too, were locked on the
    outsideShe returned to her own room and paced its length and width
    until she was exhaustedAt last she slumped into a chair and
    pounded
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    leave," she announced aloud, "and there's no way he can stop me
    The
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    11:31 am
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    @@@@@"You've saved my life, Maureen,
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    worth eating Helen and Mary Kate edged up to their mother's chair,
    empty plates in hand"Take a piece, then, but not all of itThe
    little ones will be in soon
    Scarlett began to pull on her gloves"I've got to go," she
    repeated
    If you must, then you mustI'll hope you'll stay longer for the
    dancing on Saturday, Scarlett? Jamie told me he's going to teach you
    the reelMaybe Colum will be back by then, too
    "Oh, Maureen! Are you having another party on Saturday?"
    "Not to say a partyBut there's always the music and the dancing
    when
    the week's work is done and the men bring home their pay packets
    You'll be here?" Scarlett shook her headI'd love to, but
    I won't still be in Savannah Her aunts expected her to go back to
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    she
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    she'd bring Rhett to meet the O'HarasHe'd fit right in, another big
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